halloween dreams

"sweet dreams," she said...

as i drove home tonight, all i could do is think of all the things that i wish i could have in my life... i guess what it really comes down to is that you can't have everything: your friends can't always be happy, you can't always have what you want... you can study your hardest and hope that things will work out with other things... it's like the natural addictions in life: you can't have too much of it, or else it's bad for you. hennesy, partying, friends... i guess the only way that i can have everything i want is to dream. dreaming in my sleep when it really isn't reality. letting things get out of control, and letting your subconscious take hold of your mind, allowing what you really want to happen to happen. i look forward to when my dreams can become reality.